“20/20” by Mario Susko & Renée Sigel.

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20 / 20

Poems of love in times of war & exile

 

20/20 is a co-authored poetry collection exploring themes of love, loss, resilience and alienation during two very different kinds of conflicts. Poets Mario Susko and Renée Sigel join forces to share their experiences of enforced exile from their countries of origin and is testament that this can happen to anyone.

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THE SLOW WOMEN
Renée Sigel

The slow women of vast Sunday

afternoons sit knitting hedgerows;

unfathomable currents against frigid wisdom.

Stitched in brutal delicacy of small comforts;

the hypnotic rounding of knots, encircle corners

held to ransom.

Sniper.

Poems of wool to the gashing wound;

a thesaurus of rooms blown to hell.

Wombs gutted, requisitioned for war.

Ululations.

Mouths guttural; blows spilling saliva

into the dust where rivers breed flies for

the silt of rotting meat;

Requiem.

 

Drones copulate overhead.

Young Sycamores along narrow straits blush

to a long bluegrey drape of bones;

Matters of prayer

get a beating each sunrise from the slow

women;

dark hands, their ethereal symmetry along the abyss.

No reflection or shadow.

Just the howl of random bags filled with God.

No bodies to be bitten or stolen from forgotten

patent-leather childhoods.

Despair

the only dark crime to complete this precarious

squat of imperative uncertainty.

The gall of men who’d drink your dignity

and blood for a year strokes every encounter

with the stare of boredom ready to detonate

red and awkward mouths. The indelible

smell of hell. Unmarked graves dusted with

inedible sherbet.

Flightless.

The slow women drape the sun in charred skirts.

A wedding cake adorned in its frill.

Torn shawls.

Beauty thickens despite death folded at the

knees. Slowly they congregate, siding with their

own lives, to set free their children from bone-riddled ground.

 

Renée Sigel

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CONVERSION
Mario Susko

I came upon a man in black who sat on a tank,

tending his sheep that grazed impassively

around the craters and among dead bodies.

 

I am looking for my son, I said squinting.

The bullets in his cartridge belt slung

over his shoulder shone in the sun like teeth.

 

He smiled, chewing a cigarette to the other

corner of his mouth, and motioned with his hand

to the field. Plenty to choose from, he said.

 

The sheep were moving away toward the shade

of a big oak tree, the bodies following

on all fours. I strained my ears to hear the bell

 

I knew. He slid down and stared at me.

Is that your stomach growling, he asked.

I am just trying to find my son, I whispered.

 

You want me to shoot one? He spat out the butt

and stomped it with his boot that was like my son’s.

We are talking about some good meat, he grinned.

 

The shirt looked familiar, but I couldn’t tell.

My sheep started to fan out and I suddenly heard

a dog yelp behind me. He whistled, the sound

 

thin and piercing, making the bodies stop.

I felt the sweat run down my buttocks and legs,

as if someone was punching holes in my ribs.

 

Have you seen my son, I uttered, not knowing

whether any sound left my mouth. You never had

a son, he yelled and cocked his submachine gun.

 

The boots were the same, and so was the shirt.

And the Mickey Mouse watch on his wrist was the same.

Tell you what, he said and laughed. I’ll be your son.

Mario Susko